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Thursday, 20 December 2012

#Review Maury Show

Allahumma Solli 3ala Sayidina Muhammad..

This morning we had our Genital System Module Examination. It was quite tough. As for me lar. tehee.
And that is not what i want to talk about, because i always post about exam, and exam, and more exam, like every time i blog!

So this time, I want to share about some videos that i saw on YouTube. It is the Maury Show. I don't know if you guys ever heard about this. Generally it was one of the American Tabloid Talk Show that tell us about the reality of people nowadays, what is exactly happening to the society,  and so.... We can prepare ourself for the end of this world! (i'm kidding.) -.-

Like i said, it was a tabloid show, you know tabloid media right?? manipulating stories, papparazi, drunk celebrities, scandal and stuff. They're the expertise in it! But it was different for Maury, because we don't have celebrities, we don't have fake scandal,we don't even have papparazi! instead we have real people who are doing real things that doesn't even make any sense..!! If you see the show, i bet you will have the same disgusting look and would be screaming all away like what i did. And maybe you would agree that when I say, this world is no longer safe, it almost nearly to 'qiamat'!

Look! There are too many "sick" people, too many violence, and more unreasonable things happening..pffft. I can't barely imagine how this people live their life with. And I even felt sympathy for those unfortunate people who doesn't yet discover the value of life and Islam.

Seeing the show makes me reflect myself more. I want to change this sick society. I don't want my future kids to have this kind of environment for growing up. I want all this to STOP!

And with this, some action must be taken. By writing this, i really hope people will soon realize that we need to build back our society. And I think the way Islam taught us is the most suitable way that come with a complete package of guideline on how our life should be! Like how my parents taught me to always obey Allah and His Messenger. Doing good deeds and always remind on one another. I do really hope that i can implant the same way to my future kids.

Leave our comfort zone, and look outside the window. There are lots and lots of people out there who need our helping hands!

Chup! Chup! and lets move!

The Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said: "A servant of God will remain standing on the Day of Judgment until he is questioned about his (time on earth) and how he used it; about his knowledge and how he utilized it; about his wealth and from where he acquired it and in what (activities) he spent it; and about his body and how he used it." - Al-Tirmidhi, Hadith 148 

*p.s: We're blessed with Islam and Iman.. Without Islam we're are just merely a normal human-being. So always be thankful for this wonderful gift, and take good care of it! Islam is the way of Life~

p.s.s: Know our goal of life! If Allah is our aim, then He will never let us go astray. :)

p.s.s.s : a nice paper work regarding society problem, check it out! like SERIOUSLY! do check it out! 'SocialRemaja'

Monday, 10 December 2012

Brothers That I Adore :)

Having 4 little brothers is not that easy. Each one with different personality. But i enjoy my life with them. With the oldest one just one year younger than me. He is the guy whom i fought the most, and end up crying alone. My second brother, is a naive, innocent, and can be rely on always. He is the one who were always there for me whenever I need him to do or buy something. haha.. (evil laugh) And my two youngest brother who always stay glued to each other, never can be apart. They fight like every minute but then you can see both of them giggling and sleeping next to each other. If one of them cry because of something, the other one will also start to cry. and sometimes i don't even know why??
Yes, they are indeed different, but one thing for sure! they were all 'Gamers'.. a big one, that can stand hours and days playing games.. =.=

My siblings are my source of happiness. Their action can sometimes brings me laughter or tears. I'm glad for what had Allah gave me. And i can't never ask for more. Alhamdulillah for the WORLD GREATEST BROTHERS! :D

*p.s: tengah homesick, rindu budak-budak nie, harap maklum..*

Saturday, 8 December 2012

Beyond Capacity

"لاَ يُكَلِّفُ اللّهُ نَفْسًا إِلاَّ وُسْعَهَا" 
God(Allah) does not burden a person beyond his capacity" (Al-Baqarah:286)


Alhamdulillah, for all the things that happen in my life. Well, life won't always be easy but that doesn't mean that we cannot be happy. Sometimes, tears can bring you a smile, while laughter can be lonely. Life is indeed unpredictable!

Lately i got a little busy with packed lectures, extra classes, events, and bla bla bla. This is student life, so i already expecting this. Daylight is much more shorten in winter, it was just 4 in the evening and the the sun is setting down already! Our day off was only on Friday!! Trying to squeeze on with the time table, and its hard to find proper time for gathering and such. :'( And I know that I'm not the only one complaining here. I should be thankful instead, at least I have time to write this, right? 

Being a 3rd year student, there are some add up things that happen in life. Much more responsibility, extra work, and some friends who had engaged and nearly being a wife lol.. I should be grateful that i have the chance to experience all this. It is like a stepping stone to prepare myself for more hectic realistic life afterwards. Being a student does not mean that we have to study all through the year and staring at the books 24/7. People will be dying of boredness if only those things matter. Spice up your life! but do not ever neglect our studies. I may not be the right person to say this because I myself is in the middle of struggling. But i ensure that we, somehow Can Do This! Yes! Yes! Yes!

لَهَا مَا كَسَبَتْ وَعَلَيْهَا مَا اكْتَسَبَتْ رَبَّنَا لاَ تُؤَاخِذْنَا إِن نَّسِينَا أَوْ أَخْطَأْنَا رَبَّنَا وَلاَ تَحْمِلْ عَلَيْنَا إِصْرًا كَمَا حَمَلْتَهُ عَلَى الَّذِينَ مِن قَبْلِنَا رَبَّنَا وَلاَ تُحَمِّلْنَا مَا لاَ طَاقَةَ لَنَا بِهِ وَاعْفُ عَنَّا وَاغْفِرْ لَنَا وَارْحَمْنَآ أَنتَ مَوْلاَنَا فَانصُرْنَا عَلَى الْقَوْمِ الْكَافِرِينَ 
[It is His law that] he alone will get what it earned and he alone will pay for what he did. Lord, take us not to task if we forget or lapse into error, and Lord, do not lay on us a burden such as You laid on those before us. And Lord, do not burden us with what we cannot bear. And pardon us, and forgive us our sins, and have mercy upon us. You alone are our Lord and help us against these disbelievers [who are confronting us as enemies].” (Al-Baqarah:286)


Baking red velvet untuk adik-adik bulatan gembira! :) *ada pulak masa, hehe*

Friday, 9 November 2012

Lets write some more.. later


Alhamdulillah, i am back in Alexandria, Egypt for about a month already. And guess what! Its 'study leave' time.. haha.. 

Tomorrow we will be facing with practical exam for Endocrine System Module and the MCQ will be on 14th of November. So, best wishes to all ACErs! Bittaufiq Wannajah :)

We just got our internet connection yesterday, so that explain why i don't blog for the past 2 months. I miss blogging, I really do. But somehow, ideas won't even come out from this 'big' head of mine. (don't read  it as 'besar kepala', please)

Things are going well right now although at the first week after returning back, i got myself a really bad homesickness disease. tehee. (it has been 3 years already loor) My new house was okay, Alhamdulillah.. only left some little things to handle. Not gonna make myself being under stress with house problem again for this year. I had enough! Just be happy with what you've got. Nothing else matter. 

Yeah winter is coming.. its been raining since yesterday. The wind outside sounds just like some creppy voice of vampire(puntianak) haha. The water is cooling. Bathroom/toilet will be the place that we will try to avoid although it is the one that we will need the most. No more 'kipas', we already have a natural air conditioner. So pull out your comforter or 'saratoga' and roll in like a sushi~

And ohh, Happy Studying! :D

View from '우리 집' (our house).. its raining lalala~

*p/s : can't write more, got some books to cover up. pray for us :D

Wednesday, 19 September 2012

I Get Excited When it Comes to Surgey! (my first time) tehee


I am still in the hospital.. It has been 3 days already. Doctor Nahar said that i can go home by lunch time. yeah, alhamdulillah.

The operation went well although the doctor said that the chance of recurrent is almost 20%, just pray that it won't happen again. Life in the hospital as a sick person is so zzzZZZz boring. Almost 90% of your day is basically on bed. I can't move around a lot because my leg won't let me do so. hehe.

My morning start with nurses giving me an antibiotics shots through the cannula (its hurt..), getting my blood pressure, body temperature and heart rate checked, lite breakfast, and pain killer.

And 10 minutes later Dr.Kumar (the Anesthesiologist) having his ward round, to check if I have any difficulty dealing with anesthetics, well... nothing goes wrong.. i'm fine till now, i eat like a healthy person i must say.. no vomiting although i feel a little bit of nauseousness.

And later on my attending doctor Dr.Nahar (the Orthopedic Surgeon) came by to change the bandage. I got 5 stitches and its only the superficial one. There are lot more stitches deep inside. The incision is as deep through the tendon and it was just behind the Sural nerve.. Luckily enough the nerve survive from any compression by the ganglion, so no numb feet. :) alhamdulillah.

*i'm recalling back the medical notes.. Sural nerve is sensory nerve.. yeah yeah.. i know that!*

Well, this is the thing i like about being in the hospital. You can talk to the doctors more comfortably and gain new knowledge.. When i was first told about the ganglion cyst, i did a little bit of research. What the doctor said is 110% like what the Wikipedia told me! And I start thinking that maybe i should reconsider taking orthopedic as my specialist... hrmm.. (but majority of them are manipulated by men.. so hahaha) *speechless*

Well, do pray for my speedy recovery.. But from now i must limit myself from walking too much.. (how i love wandering around..)

till then.. wasalam :D

courtesy from google. this is not my feet. (aurat u olls) but the cyst look just like this.
I think this is how its looks like when the doctor perform the surgery, i was under anesthesia so i can't remember any of this! (sorry if this picture makes you feel nausea or having any undesirable symptom.. hehe)

*a little notes about ganglion cyst.. or you can google about it yourself. it's a knowledge that you might want to know, as it is one of the most common surgical procedure done by orthopedic department.*

Sunday, 16 September 2012

Hari Malaysia, Balik and Hospital.

Today is Hari Malaysia.
Happy 49 years Birthday Malaysia!! Hope that we're better than before. insyaAllah.

And i will be going back to egypt in not less than a month. So today my father start questioning me "Nak beli barang apa nie?.."

Every question regarding going back to Egypt is the one that i hate the most. Felt reluctant to answer it. Like.. "Hrmmm.. beli barang nak masak la.. bla bla bla.." *stail orang malas nak cakap*

We will be heading to Tanjung Dawai after Zuhr to buy anchovy, belacan, and something related to that.

So yeah yeah.. no more lepak-lepak at home and should start focusing on my study and striving well for third year!

Oh and tomorrow i will not be at home. Would love to try living in a hospital.. tehee *ya la tuh sangat* =.=

The word 'surgery' is enough to give me this kind of tingling pain all over my body. Do pray for my speedy recovery :)

Will keep on writing. later~

*p.s : pretty much about the surgery that i will undergo. Doctor said that it takes less than an hour and it is just a minor one.. hrmmm.....*

Sunday, 9 September 2012

Wedding Invitations.


I am back to write something. And sorry because i'm not intend to continue on with the 'kuih raya' post, because hey! it's already the 3rd week of Syawal right? (nampak sangat kemalasan disitu)

This year I have got so many wedding invitations from close cousins, friends, seniors and etc. Two invitations from cousins, two more from friends, four from seniors and the list goes on~

Well, it is my first time having those kind of invitations. Being 20 is when people will stop thinking that you are a little kid and start seeing you as a grown up. So that is when your aunt, your neighborhood aunt and your friend's mum will start asking you some question that you don't even yet have the answer for it.. like "Do you have someone special?".. teeheee.. *forced smile*

And i was like.. "huh?? Special who?.. " pretending that it was unclear.. Yeah, i will tend to ignore those kind of question, because i still believe that i was too immature for it. Do i look like i'm ready for this marriage thing? I myself couldn't even guarantee it.

Being 20 is not about marrying someone or what. It is when you realize that you have to do things on your own, being less burden to your parents, and start planning for your future. Well of course getting married is a part of future, but it just a part of it, not EVERYTHING. I still have lots and lots of things to achieve in life and my life shouldn't be just like any plain normal routine life. :)

I have Allah to worship, my parents to take care of (as for now, they will be taking care of me instead.. hehe), to be a good sister to my younger siblings, a great friends, a surviving medical student, a good neighbor, and etc...

See life is not just about getting married right? Make a check list to see how much we improve our relationship with them first. Do we still carry on with our responsibility?

It is true that marrying someone you love is a happy thing. It was a bless. But love itself don't give any good if we do not yet prepare ourself with the responsibility; which direction should the marriage heading to? what kind of parents we should be? how our kids future looks like? It is all you need to think and plan from now on! It is the most important thing in life before anyone of us get married. Marriage is a continuous and a climbing process, it does not stop when the 'akad' was made, it start with it.

If you ever heard the saying by Imam al-Ghazali, he once said that "The education for our children begins 20years before the birth of the child"

So, what else can we do? Start preparing and improving ourself first!

Thursday, 9 August 2012

#KuihRaya-1 Pineapple Tart!

Hi there again. teheee..
updating my blog twice today! (perlu ka bagitau?)

Basically i was just want to update about the process of making our pineapple tart. Yeah my mum and i has start doing our 'kuih raya'....!!

The selection of making the 'kuih raya' is based on the complexity in making it and 'goreng pisang panas' which means everyone favorite's 'kuih'. 

And that is why we came up with pineapple tart first. Because it sure need lots of work to 'gentel' the jam and sapu some telur. (rosak.... rosak bahasa =.=) 

And guess who is doing all those sticky stuff? *me*
yeah who else.. big sis still in the university, will be back a day before raya.. and my little sis is in hostel and come back every weekend but end up locking herself in  her room watching some cartoons.. bagus kan kan.. :]  *forcing myself to smile*

so here we are, pineapple tart in the making! ^^

sesi mengentel jem...

letak atas adunan untuk digulung...

siap untuk dibakar...
3 tupperware penuh, untuk 6 butter.. (itupun tak termasuk 100 biji aunty rozie punya and ada budak kecik makan senyap-senyap time orang puasa >.<)

Two weeks left :'(

Assalamualaikum bloggers!

its been a while right? haha.. since i am back in Malaysia i have plenty of time to spend with, but none of it did i spend to update this!

so lets get back on track.. ehem ehem..

okay, so today is the last 10 days of Ramadan. like WHAT!? so soon meh?
yeah.. time flew by in a blink of an eye, and that is when you will notice that it is almost time to pack your things and go back to Egypt! =.=

so how was our Ramadan checklist? is it complete yet? still working on it??

just don't stop doing good things okay..!! keep those checklist for every month, not just in Ramadan only.. if during one month of fasting we can do all those thing, i bet we can still continue on doing it during our normal daily life. (istiqamah jom!)

there is two weeks left til Eid and i know that most of us are busy for 'raya' preparation. Although the truth is, Ramadan is the one that we should be overjoyed celebrating it instead of raya itself. Well, i'm not blaming anyone.. it's good to have a celebration after a month of fasting, but we should always bare in mind to never ever neglect the holy month of Ramadan because of this. Where else can you find a month where we are having special 'ibadah' like tarawikh and plus, our ibadah would get rewarded multiple and multiple of times..!! ^^

Let start running, and grab this opportunity! who knows if we will ever meet it again?

(there is no such excuses to not go for tarawikh prayer or doing any good deeds in Ramadan just because you want to get your shopping list for 'baju raya' done, or even you are busy making 'kuih raya'.. *lame excuses* )

Sunday, 22 July 2012

Be excited! Be anticipating! Its Ramadan!!!


Alhamdulillah that we are given another opportunity to experience the month of barakah the holy month of Ramadan once again.

"Ahlan wa Marhaban ya Ramadan.." :)

and thank Allah that I manage to celebrate my first Ramadan this year with family. Last year i was still in Alexandria, Egypt, and Ramadan fall during our study leave..

But that makes no different.. Because no matter where will we be celebrating Ramadan, the reward is still the same..

What makes us different is how we spent our Ramadan?
did we make the best out of it? or just being idle and having the same routine like any other days?

Ramadan is not just a month where being hungry and not having a drink during daylight only matter, it was about how we try to manage our time, how productive we have been, and how consistent(istiqamah) we are in doing good deeds.

Starting from the time we wake up for 'sahur' till the night, how do we expect to learn from this?

[#note to self]

  • Waking up as early as 5am for sahur doesn't means that we can only eat. Take this opportunity to do some prayers, or at least zikr. 
  • and after sahur, don't try to get back to sleep. This is the time for you to be prepare for Fajr(Subuh) Prayer at the mosque,

“One who performs `Isha’ prayer in congregation, is as if he has performed Salat for half of the night. And one who performs the Fajr prayer in congregation, is as if he has performed Salat the whole night.” [Muslim]

(...or at least we can pray together with family or friends at home)

  • Making the best out of your days and don't spend too much time on sleeping, watching tv, facebook-ing, or playing computer games.. There are still lots of other things to do instead of what is mention above. And it will be no excuses for not being productive in Ramadan! Even during the period of Prophet Muhammad SAW, Muslims are still able to be on jihad(war) against kufar.. so what makes us as a muslim if we just spend our day with unreasonable things that makes no profit to ourself and Islam?
  • Some people misunderstood the month of Ramadan as just it was just the month of fasting, and abandon other priorities such as solah and zakat. Slacking in solah is not the way how muslims should react during fasting. A good quality solah reflect to the muslim itself. People who take good care of their solah will fast and make the best out of their ramadan while people who fast because others did, will not gain anything in return except thirst and hungriness. 
  • Take this opportunity to recite the Quran. It is preferable to read it after each prayer. Don't bother to finish the Quran as fast as you can, but read it with 'tertib' and 'tartil' with the meaning itself (tadabur ayat), but if you are good enough to complete the Quran during Ramadan, that was the best! Start with a little step, from half a page to two page a day and continue on as much as you can.
  • During iftar (break the fast), eat accordingly. :) start with the sunnah; kurma. Bear in our mind that Ramadan is not the festival of food. Thus, make sure to make a list before going to any bazaar Ramadan.. hehehe >.<

Abū Hurayrah said that he heard the messenger of Allah, Muhammad SAW say:
» إِنَ لِلصَائِمِ فَرْحَتَيْنِ إِذَا أَفْطَرَ فَرِحَ، وَإِذَا لَقِيَ اهَ فَرِحَ «
"There are two times of happiness for the fasting person: when he breaks his fast he is happy and when he meets Allah he is happy"

  • And the special of Ramadan is when you can perform terawikh prayer!! yeah~ Take this opportunity to do it, cause we doesn't know if we will be given the chance to do it again next Ramadan.

That is all for now. Have a great Ramadan this year. Make it the best Ramadan that we ever had!

*p.s : RT #Ramadan Gain Taqwa, not weight! 
*p.s.s : Selagi mana ada ruang untuk lakukan kebaikan, jangan hesitate. Just do it! 
*p.s.s.s : be productive untuk Ramadan kali nie; 27 Julai talk dekat sekolah. 3,4,5 Ogos yahoo@beijing (insyaAllah). lagi lagi lagi~

*untuk sebarang rujukan hadis berkenaan puasa (klik sini)*

Sunday, 15 July 2012


psssttt.. esok dah nak balik.. heee ^^
eh silap, hari nie.. sebab dah pukul 2 pagi pon.
(memang standard update time nie eh?)

excited nak balik sebab tuh tak tidor-tidor lagi nie.. tapi sebenarnya bukan sengaja tak nak tidor, encik 'iced cappucino' dekat Rosemarino punya pasal la nie >.<

sebenarnya, kami tak plan pon nak pergi rosemarino malam nie, almaklumlah barang banyak lagi tak setel.. mula-mula tadi nak pergi rumah baru after isyak untuk hantar barang-barang yang still lagi ada dekat rumah lama. Pastu dah penat-penat angkat barang naik rumah tingkat 4 tak dak lif, nak bukak pintu rumah tak dapat-dapat.. memang cam nak nangis dan bengang semua ada lah.. sebabnya esok dah nak balik!! grrrr.. Jiran atas rumah yang baik hati pon tolong angkatkan barang sikit-sikit dan tolong bukak kan pintu rumah yang tak terbukak =.=

maybe sebab kunci rumah tuh yang copy punya kot.. yang ori ada dekat Mr.Mahmud, kitaorang bagi kunci tuh dekat dia sebab dia nak buat maintenance sikit. Jadi jalan terakhir adalah call dia suruh bawakkan kunci.. Nasib baik time call dia baru habis kerja, tapi kena tunggu sejam la jugak sebab tempat kerja dia dekat Sidi Beach.. mak aii jauh.. 30minit naik tramco, tuh kalau tak sesak laa..

Jam menunjukkan pukul 10, jadi pukul 11 la baru boleh masuk rumah.. =.=
tunggu punya tunggu sambil dengar lagu raya, rasa macam budak-budak kena tinggal bas untuk balik beraya ja.. nostalgic laa sangat..

Dan at last dia sampai, kesian jugak penat-penat balik kerja datang.. sorry Mr.Mahmud.. kitaorang tak buat dah lepas nie.. :)

Dan dah penat-penat angkut barang kami pon berjalan balik rumah ikut pantai.. sekali berdiri depan rosemarino dan Umi cakap.. "Jom beli kopi, aku belanja.."
belanja?? serious arr.. haha.. laju jaa kalau dengar ada orang cakap nak belanja nie.. ya la nak balik Malaysia nie duit dah habis.. haha..

Jadi lepak lah kitaorang dengan busuk-busuk angkat barang dalam rosemarino, dengan seluar trek, selipar jepun.. memang smart habis la.. (kat Malaysia jangan harap dapat buat camni, nak pergi kedai runcit pon pakai cantik-cantik..)

Kami lepak-lepak dalam tuh siap order pizza, chicken negresco bagai.. sampai pukul 12.. nie kalau ibu tau dah lama kena bebel sebab anak dara keluar malam-malam.. tiba-tiba rasa cam dah besar ja bila buat camni.. haih hidup bujang!! nikmatilah masa nie.. nanti dah pakat semua nak kawin tak dak siapa nak teman.. :P

Pastu sampai rumah kemas diri, kemas barang sampailah sekarang tak tidor lagi.. Tunggu subuh lagi la camni.. esok mama rumah nak jumpa before balik Malaysia.. katanya ada 'party' sikit.. haha..

Doakan kami selamat pulang!
dan selamat bermusafir buat semua kawan-kawan yang balik esok..heee :D
jangan lupa baca doa musafir...

الله أَكْبَر ، الله أَكْبَر ، الله أَكْبَر سُبْحانَ الَّذِي سَخَّرَ لَنَا هَذَا وَمَا كُنَّا لَهُ مُقْرِنِينَ وَإِنَّا إِلَى رَبِّنَا لَمُنقَلِبُونَ اللَّهُمَّ إِنَّا نَسْأَلُكَ فِي سَفَرِنَا هَذَا الْبِرَّ وَالتَّقْوَى وَمِنْ الْعَمَلِ مَا تَرْضَى ، اللَّهُمَّ هَوِّنْ عَلَيْنَا سَفَرَنَا هَذَا وَاطْوِ عَنَّا بُعْدَهُ ، اللَّهُمَّ أَنْتَ الصَّاحِبُ فِي السَّفَر وَالْخَلِيفَةُ فِي الأَهْلِ ، اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّي أَعُوذُ بِكَ مِنْ وَعْثَاءِ السَّفَرِ وَكَآبَةِ الْمَنْظَرِ وَسُوءِ الْمُنْقَلَبِ فِي الْمَالِ وَالأَهْلِ
Maksudnya : Allah Maha Besar, Allah Maha Besar, Allah Maha Besar, Maha Suci Tuhan yang telah memudahkan kenderaan ini untuk kami, sedang kami sebelum itu tidak terdaya menguasainya. Dan sesungguhnya kepada Tuhan kamilah, kami akan kembali. Ya Allah kami memohon kepadaMu kebaikan dan ketaqwaan pada perjalanan kami dan dengan amalan yang Engkau redhai, Ya Allah ringankanlah perjalanan kami dan pendekkanlah jaraknya, Ya Allah Engkaulah Teman dalam perjalanan, dan Ketua bagi ahli keluarga, Ya Allah aku memohon perlindunganMu dari kesulitan perjalanan, pandangan yang samar, dan dari kejahatan yang boleh menimpa kepada harta dan ahli keluarga sekembalinya kami.

cc : Farahh Arshad

Friday, 13 July 2012

Lower Your Gaze!

Assalamualaikum and hello again.
i know that it is almost 2am in the morning and i'm still here writing this. I don't know why everytime that i feel like writing something, it must be around this hour.. fresh idea! but apparently i may face another trouble waking up in the morning. oohhh sweet.

I am not the kind of person who really try their best to keep on lowering their gaze upon people. I just couldn't figure out why i like staring at people while my mind keep on describing them. Yeah, i do that a lot. There is one time when i "accidently" look up at someone while thinking that, " he an arab or a malay guy? and why does his face resemble someone? had i met him before?.." and bla bla bla.. until i forgot that i was actually staring at him all the time. like "omg what am i doing?!" grrrr..

and you know the awkward moment when that person look back at you with those "why are staring at me?" face. ( lari....malu )
he/she may think that there is something wrong with their face or the way they dress up.
or even worse, they might think that you are looking at them because you like them? =.=" *sorry, i am not intend to do so*

Seriously i must learn how to NOT stare at people and keep on judging them. *husnuzon*. I couldn't no longer stand humiliating myself.

"what are you looking at?.." 
(courtesy from google)
but that just not it! i faced another problem with stalking people hobby (do people even called that a hobby?). I am not like those scary stalker, i just like to know people better.. well, some people said that we are not stalking, we are just visiting. haha :P

So sorry mate if i ever stalk you. I am not trying to be 'minah key-poh-chi', but i was trying to be a good friend (a friend who knows your likes and dislike, your family background, and etc...)

[hrmm... well i think that staring people and stalking people is the same thing. the difference is that, you stare people in real life but you stalk people through facebook or twitter which is beyond reality.. but still the mechanism is just the same, you still look at people either they realize it or not. pweh]

*p.s : if i like a person, i didn't even have a gut to look at him. (fact)
*p.s.s : i stalk, because i care. 

courtsy from google

*p.s.s.s : belajar tundukkan pandangan wani.. the less you look at people, the less you think about them. (kurang sikit dapat dosa... terpelihara hati.. iman terjaga)

do remind me whenever i did that freaking staring.. haha :D


Tuesday, 10 July 2012


"....i'm moving.. i'm moving.. i'm moving yeah!!.."

haha.. we are moving to a new place, insyaAllah better than before. Well before was okay, but this one is a lot cheaper! (hope that i can make a great saving with this..)

Firstly Alhamdulillah that examination was over... eerrr like almost a week! (was too busy searching for a house and didn't have much time updating, deeply sorry)

"How was the exam?..." please don't ask! because i don't have any answer for that question. :)
Honestly, i just do my best. Well, it may not be my very best.. but at least i try to make it my best! hahahaha.. 

"How was the house?..." well, this one I can tell you!

  • Condition : Furnished
  • 3 Bedrooms + Living Room (facing the sea) + Kitchen + 1 Bathroom 
  • LE 1800 per month
satisfied :)

after all those hardship we had gone through.. the search has finally come to an end. It was a lot more harder compare to before. I can't even give an exact number of houses that we have seen. too many!! like 10++.. errrgghh.

and throughout this time, there are lots of things to learn and gain experience with. How to deal with the 'arabs', to constantly be patient, to never give up although you just feels like there are no more chance of getting a proper house, and to always and keep on believing that Allah is planning something better for you everytime you are being disappointed by endless failure.

well, thats all for now!
will be busy and busier for the settle down, pray for us.

"When Allah answers your prayer, He’s increasing your faith. When He delays, He’s increasing your patient. When He doesn’t answer, He has something better for you." [quoted]
cc : this blog

*p/s ::

1) to-do-list : 
(tomorrow) clean the house 
(the day after tomorrow) pindah!!

2) jom kita ramai-ramai exercise angkat barang!! hulurkan bantuan, ringankan beban.. #eh? >.<

Tuesday, 26 June 2012

Amir Adli's Special Day


okay. errrr. i know that i am not suppose to be here right now. Just like what i wrote on my previous entry that i will not be updating until my examination is over. but hey! let exclude that from today, shall we?? haha~ (cuba mencari alasan).

i force volunteer myself to write this in the middle of study leave; which was sooo short and nearly choke me to death to finish up reading all those medical stuff.. T_T (help S.O.S)

but still i must write it no matter what may happen today! (determine).

so let the fireworks begin! *pom.pam.pom*
bwahahaha (sopan la sikit gelak tuh)

specially dedicated to my little brother, who apparently had grown up *tssk :')

We've grown slowly apart,

But you've always been in my heart.
From a distance I watched you grow,
Wondering about the man I'd get to know.
Who you could become, Who that could be I fathom.
Good choices you've made all together,
I'm so glad you didn't pay attention lil' brother.
So many things going on around you,
I'm so thankful it didn't drag you in too.

When put to the test,
You were meant to out shine the rest.
You have an important role here on earth,
It was given to you before your day of birth.
Walk with your head held high,
Don’t worry everyone will learn why.
You have the gift, please use it wise.
Not like a birthday gift, not a surprise.
It's in your heart, soul, and your mind.
Some people find it, some get left behind.
You have found it, I'm so proud.
Hold on to it, losing it is not aloud.
I know you'll be fine, this I don't worry.
Even though you have it, don't grow up in a hurry.
You’re going to be somebody, this I already know.
But there's a lot to learn, what you have will help you grow.
Keep your eyes open don't let anything pass you by.
Your great and growing greater, all you have to do is try.
I love you Amir Adli from day one.
I hope I can pass your gift to my son.
He could be just like you, I wouldn't mind.
A man like you is of a greater kind.
Off into the world you go,
You’ll be great, this everyone knows!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 'budak kecik'!
will always love you~
semoga menjadi anak yang soleh :)

(kak oni tak dak kerja kan compile gambaq hang bebanyak camnie.. =.=")

that is all for now. my work here is done. shouldn't waste my time anymore. the clock is ticking, the time is running, exam is killing~
will write to you later. waalaikummussalam wbt. 

Wednesday, 13 June 2012

Stop for a while


A very short update, or should i say... an early notification, to be precise! I will be away till i finish my semester 4 examination. Which means that i will keep back on track during summer holiday. yeahhh~

my final is one day ahead, that is tomorrow.
Exam schedule

  • 14/6/2012 : Practical Respiratory System
  • 23/6/2012 : End of Semester Respiratory System
  • 30/6/2012 : End of Semester Cardiovascular System
  • 03/7/2012 : End of Semester Epidemiology

So do pray for us won't you. My past CVS result for end of module was surely killing me enough. Thus, i don't want to get caught doing the same mistake. Let boost our spirit and break a leg! Fighting! :)

Bittaufiq wannajah, Rabbuna Musta3an insyaAllah~ ^^

courtesy from google

Saturday, 9 June 2012

Lancement de' batch!

Salam Jumaah..

Today was a blast!
it was indeed a great event worth to participate in.
(despite the hotness and headache; that definitely won't kill me at all huh?)

Lancement De' Batch, a France name for so-what-we-called-it "Majlis Pelancaran Batch" (nampak GRAND gituh)

yeah, finally our batch is officially being launch! *fireworks pom pam pom*
with the name of A.C.E which is the abbreviation for 'Alexandria Caliph on Endeavour', We! the second year in Alexandria University are obligate, to give the best in our endeavour throughout our medical studies, and insyaAllah in our future career and hereafter!

it was grand enough for me, with the Marshmallow Band performance for the kick start. I was blew off by those amazing ladies with talented skills! and ohh, how i wish i could play one of those instrument, especially the piano..

and watching all the videos made by each section, including dentistry and pharmacy.. was indeed an eye opener, "how can they manage to produce such a DAEBAk video meh?" it is hard for me to blink my eyes cause i may regret not watching it even for a sec! (okay, that is way to over..)

so, the launchment ceremony started with the speech from so-many-person-that-i-hardly-couldn't-recall and by watching the VC of somekind of "beruk" which then appear into reality. Well, that 'beruk' manage to escape and attend our LDB. i guess he paid for it also huh. (beruk pon ada duit LE100 oohh..haha)

and somewhere came in two Malay warriors with a sword in their hands fighting against each other. The guy with the orange 'baju melayu' manage to kill the green guy and with the 'beruk', together they put on an awesome launchment style! way too cool!! *excited*

and while eating, we were entertained by another amazing performance; which called themself 'Rustique Band' (the name was taken from the hall Great songs with a great beatbox and a great rappers..!!  (although i can't hardly see or heard clearly, because my sit was way to far from the main performance stage. i do enjoy myself..hehe)

and not to forget to mention that the food was definitely DE-LI-CIOUS~ i was carving for more of the chicken cooked with i-don't-know-what-is-it exactly.. haha, somehow it was yummy and that is what really matter to me! *been starving since morning..*

they are also some award giving ceremony for those who excel in their exams! good for them, proud of them, and they were just being GREAT! :) *when will it be my turn.....?? wuahhh keep on dreaming lalalala*

For the last touch of the event, we are having our photoshoot session. hooray for more pictures!! there were thousands of camera flash.. and i was pretending to be like a celebrity on a red carpet.. (exaggerated stories, this is so not me =.=)

and there we go, another story of my Friday evening ended up with a widest smile that i can ever put on! though tiredness and sleepiness, i still manage to walk myself to Careffour.. haha (seriously tak ada kerja)

Alhamdulillah :)

*p.s: first time pakai pashmena. =.=

Wednesday, 30 May 2012

Birthday Lagi..


Harap masih ada lagi orang yang nak baca post kali ni. Walaupun selepas pointless dan helpless entry-entry terdahulu yang agak takde paedahnya membosankan.

(Kalau takdak orang baca pon, jari jemari gemok-gemok nie masih lagi menari-nari atas keyboard nie, jangan risau!)

Hari nie Birthday Widad Shukri yang ke-20 tahun!!
Akak TKB kita nie dah tua rupanya, haha (walaupun nampak kecil lagi..)
"wishing you, selamat hari lahir, semoga panjang umur dalam redhaNya, dimurahkan rezeki, happy dan healthy selalu, all the best in life dan semoga cepat dapat jodoh! " :P

majoriti hadiah beliau adalah koleksi Spongebob!! (>.<)"

memang kuning habis laa katil sebelah nie... eeerrkk?!


Hari nie juga orang skype setelah hampir sebulan lebih.
Ya! Ya! Ya!
Orang memang "SUKA" buat pusingan sebulan sekali ja, sebab time nie laa boleh all out segala macam perasaan yang terbuku sejak zaman moyat moyang cucu cicit piut dulu. Jadi normal la kalau orang cakap yang orang skype MINIMUM 2 jam sahaja. minimum okay..

dan hari nie bukan family orang ja yang ada dekat rumah..
nenek, ucu, achik, affan, semua ada...

CUTI SEKOLAH..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  T__T

jealous tengok semua orang berkumpul ramai-ramai dekat rumah. dah macam raya, walaupun Rejab pon tak habis lagi.. uhuk uhuk~
dan hujung minggu nie family pak chaq pulak nak datang, dengan aunty rozita.
tak payah dah susah-susah nak jemput buat housewarming party, memang orang datang tanpa dijemput..hahaha (just kidding)


hari nie jugak result CVS dengan Epidemiology keluar!
orang kalau boleh tak nak bercerita panjang.
sebab rasa tak layak pulak nak jaja kisah diri sendiri yang entah apa-apa.
yang pastinya result orang kali nie jatuh merudum, kalah bunyi buah durian gugur, seriously!
orang rasa terhentak jugak, sebab selama nie orang selalu duduk dalam comfort zone sampai tak sedar yang orang dah jauh lalai dengan benda-benda keduniaan nie.
jadi semuanya point back to myself lah.

nie macam indirect motivation untuk orang teruskan berusaha dalam final nanti.
tinggal sebulan setengah ja lagi untuk balik Malaysia.

tapi tuh la, orang nie kadang-kadang selalu terlampau leka.
orang suka online walaupun tak buat apa-apa.
orang suka search sana, search sini.
download software yang entah apa-apa, pastu bila tak best..delete!
pastu download pulak yang lain.
macam pointless kan?! huhu..

jadi kawan-kawan kalau rasa orang terlampau terleka, kejutkan orang.
kalau rasa orang banyak buang masa, tegur orang.

dalam masa terdekat nie exam Respiration.
jadi orang agak cuak sebab banyak jugak yang orang tak cover lagi.
dan modul nie lagi heavy dari CVS orang rasa.
doakan yer kawan-kawan.. :)

sampai sini dulu.

Tuesday, 15 May 2012

Being Different!


Good Morning readers,
i went to bed early yesterday.
and tada! here i am, writing this dusty boring blog right after ma'thurat and fajr prayer.

i don't know how should i put my words,
but today i just want to talk about being different and bla bla bla..

hhrrmm okay, so...
we are created differently,
we act differently,
we talk differently,
we walk differently,
and we are indeed DIFFERENT!

even twins are not the same in some aspect. huh~

but the different that we had, doesn't mean that we can't stay together having the same idea and share the same thought..

O mankind, indeed We have created you from male and female and made you peoples and tribes that you may know one another. Indeed, the most noble of you in the sight of Allah is the most righteous of you. Indeed, Allah is Knowing and Acquainted [49:13]

thats it!
even the holy Quran had already stated for decades, that people comes from different background, gender, or races are created so that we can know and interact with each other,
living in a community together.

but the point is..
how should we react, 
what did we expect to learn from this, 
if we prefer being ALONE???
or what-so-people-called it as an "individualism".
a person that tend to be away from the society.
took care of things that only matter to him/her.
and as this world just resolve around them. (ohh please..)

listen here..!!
you may did thousands of personality questionnaire,
and get listed as an individualistic person by everyone that sees you,
but it doesn't mean that you will get a green pass to stay away from the community.
because you are already part of it!

yeah, it is a fact.
that you definitely can't avoid it.
even if you try to run, you will always bump into it.
trust me (with nodding head)

why i'm telling you this mates??
you figure it out by yourself.

did you expect to die by your own?
digging your own grave?
and put yourself down in those deep hole? (read : liang lahad)

i will say naahh,
people will do it for you instead.

don't gave others lame excuses that you cannot participate this, doing that, work with this and bla bla bla.
the reality is, everyone can!
it is WE who determine what we should do and what is not.
thus, reorganize our mental set right!!

to conclude this,
i must say that.
tho differences we had.
we share the same thing.
we are HUMAN-BEING; the best creation that Allah had ever created.
to be a 'khalifah' in this world.

and if others can, why can't we??
maybe we will not fall for the same career or talent that other posses,
but deep inside us, we had a talent that vary us from others.
the uniqueness that brings diversity and vitality to our surrounding populace.

stop thinking for our own, and do it together as a WHOLE.
who knows if we might change the world!!

thats all from now.
will write again later.... :)

show our support towards our brothers and sisters in Palestine. why? because we are MUSLIMS and we care!

*p.s : yeah, class start pukul 12! weeee~ :)*
*p.s.s : Jom cakna hari nie 15/5 "Hari Nakbah"; like this page, and change your DP!*
*p.s.s.s : 60 hari lagi sebelum balik Malaysia.. tak sabar-sabar :P *

Saturday, 5 May 2012

Start the Countdown!

cik shazwani telah memulakan countdown beliau.
anda bila lagi?

yeah..!! jom start menghitung hari nak balik Malaysia~ (lompat)
to be specific, 70 days more.. HAHA :D

tak tahu kenapa tahun nie homesick dia melampau dari tahun lepas.
padahal dah second year =.=" ggrrr..
maybe sebab lots of thing yang berlaku dekat Malaysia tahun nie.
bukan BERSIH 3.0 okay!
its family matter. heh~

selepas hampir sebulan tak skype.
my dad telah mengambil langkah awal dengan menghantar mesej suruh skype before i intend to do the same.. (dowh, selalunya orang yang minta nak skype.. haha)

but i know that, bukan my dad yang suruh online tuh..
ada jasad lain yang nak..
siapa lagi kalau bukan big sister yang tengah goyang kaki sambil menyanyi lagu balik kampung by sudirman dekat wall facebook orang. kihkih >.<

lepas elok-elok ja setup video call tuh terpampang lah muka big sis depan screen.. haha (bolat..)
we talk like we never met for years..

okay tipu.. for months ada laa kot..
sampai 3 jam lebih duduk depan laptop..

lots of thing to share, gossips to tell, story to listen..
when tiba-tiba someone show off a broken leg infront of the screen.
and i was like "KAKI SIAPA TUH???!!" T_T

it was my dad broken leg.
he fell from the stairs when he try to clean the window.
those thing happen for a month already
and no one ever told me about it
i just get to know it today??

i ask.. why? why you never told me?
and my dad simply said..
"tak nak ada orang buat drama hindustan pulak nanti.."
hahahahahahahaha.. :P

okay, headshot.. sebab waktu dapat tahu yang ayah patah kaki pon, air mata nie dah start meleleh.. sobs sobs.
bukan apa, risau ja.
bila patah kaki, tak leh drive, tak leh pergi kerja, tak leh nak jalan banyak sangat.
glad that doctor bagi MC, cuti bergaji.. hihi :)

apa-apa pon hope that ayah sihat selalu.
ceria and happy always :)

and ohh!
just dapat tahu yang kami akan berpindah.
sebenarnya tak tahu how i suppose to react bila dengar berita nie.
sebab firstly, pindah memang best
rumah baru, perabot baru, everything BARU!
but, at the same time rasa berat hati nak tinggalkan tempat yang i have been living there for almost 20years
childhood friend, jiran, pasar malam depan rumah, kedai stationery 'kent lee' kesayangan, burger astaka, mak cik ina goreng pisang.. how can?

dan paling sedih ialah, diaorang nak pindah tak tunggu orang balik pon!
dan ini bermaksud, sejurus selepas menjejakkan kaki di airport penang, i will be taken directly to rumah baru.. no more BUKIT GEDUNG! T_T wuaaahh~~ (tersembur-sembur)

jadi tak sempat la nak wish goodbye.. :'(

buat farewell dalam nie pon jadilah.

bye bye rumah.
sayonara aunty sham, aunty rozie, aunty aida, mak cik aton dan semua jiran yang baik hati :')
annyeong shiro (kucing depan rumah)

i should have stop before lebih banyak melalut ucap selamat tinggal dekat tunggul pokok dekat tempat parking kereta pulak. =.=

gonna miss this place, nampak calm ja.. huhu~

thats all, till we meet again.

Friday, 27 April 2012

peace be upon you dear readers,

i just got back from listening to one of the most inspiring person that i had ever met.
a priest who had revert into Islam :)

it was my second time meeting him, here in Alexandria, Egypt.

the talk was about welcoming people to Islam.

it is not specific to people who was just reverted into Islam, but also to those who are already born as Muslims.

because everyday we woke up, 
we will always becoming a new Muslims.

just like LOVE itself.
the moment you are falling in love,
everything in this world feels so wonderful,
but if we are not cherishing the love well, the feeling won't last.

and same goes to ISLAM.
we should renew it every single day.
and keep it in our heart forever 

during the talk also, i have the chance to meet different people.
a girl from Columbia named Caroline.
a doctor specialized in emergency at Miri's Hospital.
and others more.

i just learnt that, 
through different personality we had.
different races and colour we inherit.
different homeland we're from.
we can still talk, laugh, and share the sweetness of Islam among us in this bond of "Ukhwah Islamiah" :)

such a great experience i had!

thank you Sir Idris Tawfiq.
am looking forward for more of your talks and books :)

below are some of the interesting quotes that i manage to job down during the talk.
hope that it inspire you as much as i do.

1. "we're so keen to take people to Islam, but we don't learn to keep them in   Islam..." (headshot to me.. =.=)
2. "All of things that happen in our life, brings to the way we are now. So don't regret our past.."
3. "Don't blame non-muslims for not taking Islam, they just don't know about it.."
4. "if something is right for you, just do it regardless of what may the consequence be.. "
5. "Islam is perfect, but Muslims are not.. we should be proud of Islam, cause it shape us into the best of what we can be.."
6. "find happiness in your own heart, find Islam.."

till then. wasalam~

*p.s: i want to upload some of the video that i manage to record, but the internet connection was soooooo.........................pfffttt~