Lower Your Gaze!

Assalamualaikum and hello again.

i know that it is almost 2am in the morning and i'm still here writing this. I don't know why everytime that i feel like writing something, it must be around this hour.. fresh idea! but apparently i may face another trouble waking up in the morning. oohhh sweet.

I am not the kind of person who really try their best to keep on lowering their gaze upon people. I just couldn't figure out why i like staring at people while my mind keep on describing them. Yeah, i do that a lot. There is one time when i "accidently" look up at someone while thinking that, "..is he an arab or a malay guy? and why does his face resemble someone? had i met him before?.." and bla bla bla.. until i forgot that i was actually staring at him all the time. like "omg what am i doing?!" grrrr..

and you know the awkward moment when that person look back at you with those "why are staring at me?" face. ( lari....malu )

he/she may think that there is something wrong with their face or the way they dress up.

or even worse, they might think that you are looking at them because you like them? =.=" *sorry, i am not intend to do so*

Seriously i must learn how to NOT stare at people and keep on judging them. *husnuzon*. I couldn't no longer stand humiliating myself.

"what are you looking at?.." 
(courtesy from google)

but that just not it! i faced another problem with stalking people hobby (do people even called that a hobby?). I am not like those scary stalker, i just like to know people better.. well, some people said that we are not stalking, we are just visiting. haha :P

So sorry mate if i ever stalk you. I am not trying to be 'minah key-poh-chi', but i was trying to be a good friend (a friend who knows your likes and dislike, your family background, and etc...)

[hrmm... well i think that staring people and stalking people is the same thing. the difference is that, you stare people in real life but you stalk people through facebook or twitter which is beyond reality.. but still the mechanism is just the same, you still look at people either they realize it or not. pweh]

*p.s : if i like a person, i didn't even have a gut to look at him. (fact)

*p.s.s : i stalk, because i care. 

courtsy from google

*p.s.s.s : belajar tundukkan pandangan wani.. the less you look at people, the less you think about them. (kurang sikit dapat dosa... terpelihara hati.. iman terjaga)

do remind me whenever i did that freaking staring.. haha :D

annyeong!