emotion

mode : "...i want to go back...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......."

like a little kid crying for her mummy..

yes..

that is how i feels right now..

i really really really need to go back home!!

emotionally unstable..

and i don't know the reason why..

lately lots of problems seems to emerge out of nowhere.. very nice (=.=)

but i know that those problems...got nothing to do with my worries right now..

maybe i should recheck my iman..

look through if i ever did something wrong.

if i ever hurt anyone unconsciously.

if i am not being fair enough towards any individual.

and on top of that..

i miss my family..

and i miss atuk :'(

may Allah place you among the solihin and syuhada'..

*p.s :: 

tadi pagi-pagi lagi dah kena marah dengan doktor.. 

rumah hari tuh buat problem, dapur banjir..

sakit tekak, hilang suara.. (ya Allah, pabila nikmatMu ditarik seketika..)

duit keluar dah macam air paip..

beg baru beli hari tuh, turun kaler.. memang kena sabaq ja la.. LE175 melayang~

winter coat pon sama.. tapi kes nie lagi teruk.. sekali dengan karat-karat button dia sekali.. T_T

ujian dunia... kuat wani kuat!!

*p.s.s ::

nak jaga hati nie susah kan?? kita bukan orang yang desperate sgt..

tiba-tiba come through lagu nie.. sangat best.. rasa tenang sikit.. :)