exam fairytale.

salam.

its thursday
4 more days left.
one more paper to go.
do pray for me.
its 'infection and immunity'
glad that CNS is over (alhamdulillah)

my house was out of internet connection for 2 days.
and someone borrowed my laptop and never want to give it back
well, i'm actually glad that it did happen.
got plenty of time focusing on what to read for exam than trying to get myself busy with twitter, facebook, blog and else.

i think i can practice this on the upcoming examination for semester 4.. hiyye
pull out the internet cable.
and rent my laptop to someone else.
i really need to be away from this two freaking annoying loving thing.

cause i just really can't stop myself looking at the timeline every 30min..
like, "what am i doing?"
i got books to read, exam to pass.. @.@

and through this long days not updating.
i'm truly story.
well, i indeed have plenty of stories to tell.
but you know me.. hah
not-talented-knowing-nothing-boring-blogger.

guess i should just keep it by myself.
well, i hope i can do it.
you know its hard (for a person like me)
even if it is just a single tiny little unimportant news,
i still want to let somebody know about it.
just can't let myself being bother about it all alone.
and whoever person right next to me.
you are the next prey. kahkah

ok.
back to the track.
my main problem right now!
the examination.
how am i gonna stand this study leave?
you know.
it is the time of torturing.
all that you have learnt for the whole semester got to be right in your mind, stick in it, and hope that it will never trying to escape.
and it is the time when you feels like, if there is any other way to remember all those facts without reading, you will consider doing it.
like boiling your books and drinks the water for example. *lame*

i'm tired..
seriously tired.
BUT.
i never want to give up.
cause only losers give up.
and i don't want to be a loser.

i shouldn't complain about this you know. *sigh*
this is life.
having ups and down.
the REALITY!
don't expect life like a fairytale.
it never exist.
trust me.
go search for it.
if you find it, tell me ASAP.

just be thankful wani....
alhamdulillah..
alhamdulillah..
alhamdulillah..

i'm still breathing in this body of mine.
and i got plenty of good deeds to work on.
cause i want to have my own fairytale story at the 'jannah'.. (ameen)
do pray for me, will you..

"Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; 'Kami telah beriman,' ('I am full of faith to Allah') sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan, sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta.' 

-Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3

*p/s:
1) lagu taylor swift to tipu ka huh?! (today is a fairy tale... alalalalala~)
2) patot post benda nie before cns start. nie dah abes time2 crucial. study leave pon berbaki 4 hari ja lagi. peeh~