it's been so long.

and inshaAllah, i will finish my medical school in less than 4 months.

itu je yang nak update sebab dah berabuk blog ni. tehee :)

Kudat?

Currently in Kudat, Sabah for Community Medicine and Family & District Posting.
I will be residing here for almost 4 months. HAHA

Well, Kudat is not that bad after-all, a really nice place.. so 'kampung' I must say!
no tall buildings, no shopping complex, no fine dine restaurants..
And It took us 25 minutes from the hostel to go to the Kudat Town.. lol

The hostel was really nice. I do hope things turn up well here.
Right now I just need to focus on my study and face the reality of being a forth year medical student!

Bismillah~

Hikmah?

Bila mana kita asyik mencari hikmah, sampai kita tak sedar yang apa yang kita lalui sekarang nie lah hikmah yang Allah nak tunjuk. Sepanjang duduk dekat Sabah nie, dah tak terkira berapa banyak kali menangis. Kalau dekat Mesir dulu sebab 'homesick', dekat sini........................... *sigh*

Memang kita tak boleh nak jangka apa yang akan berlaku masa depan nanti. Dulu ingat boleh graduate sekali dengan kawan-kawan satu batch dekat Mesir, tapi akhirnya dekat Sabah jugak tercampak. Ingat lepas datang Sabah, takda lagi dah masalah dengan rumah dan pengurusan university yang teruk, sekali tengok lebih kurang ja. Dan ingat dekat sini boleh laa kerja awal, sekali kena extend jugak semata-mata nak complete kan subjek teras university dengan MUET. Dah la elaun sikit.... T_T

Bila dah jadi macam nie, hati nie dah macam redha ja. Dah takda air mata lagi nak menangis. Penat.. Terlampau penat.. 

Biarlah hati nie belajar untuk jadi kuat sikit... Selepas apa yang terjadi, hang nak give up wani?? hahahahahaha..

*p.s: orang lain sibuk fikir pasal nak bina bait muslim... kita?


tak boleh nak fikir pun.. banyak lagi yang tak setel :(

Marah!!

Perkara fitrah dalam persahabatan ada kalanya kita akan marah, tidak puas hati, rasa menyampah..
Tapi kalau kita fikir balik, berbaloi ka perasaan semua tuh untuk satu ikatan ukhwah yang kita dah bina selama bertahun-tahun..

Memang, kita boleh marah. Tapi bila sahabat kita tegur dengan cara yang baik, cuba untuk memahami kesilapan dia, patut ka kita membisu dan buat tak tahu macam dia tak pernah wujud pun!

Well, it's hurts okay.. Kalau awak marah dekat saya, fine.. I'm sorry.. but If you are trying to ignore me, than I will get mad also. And siapa dapat benefit kalau dah dua-dua orang marah? Syaitan??

Nabi SAW bersabda maksudnya: "Sesungguhnya kemarahan adalah daripada syaitan dan syaitan diciptakan daripada api, apabila salah seorang kamu marah maka hendaklah dia berwuduk." (HR Ahmad & Abu Daud)

And in the end, we need time to clear things up and rebuilt our friendship.. and sometimes, our friendship may not be the same like it used to be..

Bukan senang nak control marah, even diri sendiri pon kadang-kadang terlepas jugak. Tapi jangan sampai kemarahan kita effect orang sekeliling. Nie kadang-kadang marah seorang ja, tapi dengan semua orang dia bad mood. Nak buat macam mana, nama pon manusia.. memang hidup kita nie penuh dengan kesilapan. Tapi jangan sampai kesilapan tuh dibiar berulang berkali-kali.

learn something from the past, to create a better future!

"Wahai Rasulullah, ajarlah kepada saya ilmu yang dapat mendekatkan syurga dan dijauhkan dari neraka". Maka Nabi menjawab "Jangan luahkan kemarahanmu."(hadis riwayat Thobrani, Sohih)

Till then, Assalamualaikum wbt. :D *senyum nampak gigi*

p.s : lagi satu, muka buruk ohh bila marah, cepat tua! annoying gila.. LOL

Kitab Al-Islam Syariatu Al-Zaman Wa Al-Makan

Sebenarnya daurah kitab nie dah lama, cuma baru rasa nak share dekat sini.. well, i was deeply in touched by the talk. don't know if you will feel the same way like I do kan.. hehe
and tak tau laa kalau betul tak apa yang saya sempat salin sepanjang talk tuh, just from cebisan-cebisan nota yang berterabur, so correct me if I'm wrong. and tell me what did I miss.. :)


"Kita tidak akan merasa bangga dan mulia dengan agama kita jika kita tak kenal dan tahu agama kita sendiri..." -Ustaz Syafiq-

Hebat dan istimewanya syariat Islam berdasarkan 10 ciri-ciri syariat:

1) Ketuhanan : 
Agama itu dari Allah. kerana manusia sifatnya lemah dan mudah tepengaruh dengan keadaan, tempat, etc.. 

2) Universal : 
Islam membawa rahmat dan petunjuk buat sekalian makhluk. Tidak kira sama ada dia orang arab, handsome ka tak.. Sebagai contoh, Bilal bin Rabah seorang hamba Habsyi (yang gelap) kedengaran tapak kakinya disyurga.. Dan ketahuilah, hanya takwa yang membezakan kita disisiNya.

3) Syumul (menyeluruh) : 
AlQuran didalamnya telah diceritakan segala sesuatu tentang kehidupan. Baik dari segi ekonomi; catit hutang (alBaqarah:282), Jenayah; Qisas (alBaqarah:178), Perlembagaan; syura @ mesyuarat (asSyura:38) dan even nak masuk tandas pon kita diajar untuk melangkah dengan kaki kiri..

4) Islam Boleh Menerima Perubahan : 
Islam meraikan perubahan. Kayu sugi kepada berus gigi. Kecuali yang mana nas-nasnya telah disebut di dalam alQuran secara tetap; isu akidah, rukun iman dan hukum ibadat. Islam memandu perubahan itu dengan meletakkan asas. Seperti binaan rumah yang memerlukan kepada tiang sebagai asasnya, namun terpulanglah untuk membina sebesar mana, atau untuk mengecat warna apa..

5) Mengimbangi Material dan Spiritual :
Mengimbangi hak kepada Allah (ibadah), hak sebagai individu dan juga hak kepada masyarakat. Pengutamaan aspek pembinaan roh penting tanpa mengabaikan penjagaan jasad. (alQasas:77)

6) Mengimbangi Individu dan Masyarakat : 
Hak individu untuk memiliki sesuatu, untuk belajar dan hak kemuliaan. Dan setiap dari kita ada hak masing-masing dalam masyarakat.

7) Islam agama yang Mudah dan Relevan : 
Contoh didalam bab solat, beberapa rukhsah(kelonggaran) diberikan bagi sesiapa yang tak mampu berwudhuk, disuruh bertayamum, tak mampu untuk berdiri, disuruh duduk, tak mampu duduk, berbaring...

8) Menyempurnakan Syariat yang terdahulu : 
Seperti mana yang telah dibawa oleh rasul-rasul terdahulu, Nabi Muhammad S.A.W adalah sebagai penyambung dan penamat sekalian nabi, menyeru dalam mengesakan Allah, membentuk akhlak manusia, membebaskan dari menyekutukanNya, amar makruf dan nahi mungkar.

9) Tulen dan Kekal : 
AlQuran dipelihara oleh Allah daripada diseleweng. (alHajr:9) Jika seorang khatib salah membaca sepotong ayat, maka beribu manusia akan menegurnya.

10) Adil, Tidak menzalimi : meletakkan sesuatu pada tempatnya 


Sempurnya agama Allah, :')
Semoga sahabat-sahabat terus thabat..


#DaurahKitab : Kitab Al-Islam Syariatu Al-Zaman Wa Al-Makan (karangan Dr.Abdullah Nasih Ulwan)

Hi there! :)

Wow! i never update my blog whenever I'm back in Malaysia! the thing is, I almost forgot that i had one!

and as far as you may concern, I'm no longer studying in Egypt. sad truth. :(

I was back for nearly 6 months. Currently in Sabah, doing my Obstetrics and Gynaecology Posting.

never in my life thinking about living in Sabah. But then, I know that Allah has the better plan for me. :)

I hardly find time to blog, life was even hectic compare to the time I was in Egypt. You've got no idea on how being a medical student in Malaysia has change me! Waking up as early as 5.30am and went back to the hostel at 7pm or sometimes 10pm ++, getting scolded by the doctors, ignored by the nurses... (you expecting us to be great doctors in the future, but you shut us down, and chase us out) sorry.. I was being too emotional whenever i talk about them. hehe

There are lots of story to tell, but currently i was not in the mood to write it down. Yeah, I'm to lazy for this, but surely I can talk all day long about it. I prefer doing the talking then writing.. but not talking infront of crowd, stage-fright!

Just drop by to say HI! and to tell you that I miss blogging~ :'(

till then, Assalamualaikum....

Skype and Etc..

Hampir sebulan tak skype. Face to face talking. Susah nak cari masa sebab time zone yang berbeza 6 jam. Kelas habis after Asar, bila dekat Malaysia dah almost midnight =.= Lepas tuh cuti hari Jumaat saja, disaat orang di Malaysia tak cuti pon. Hanya sempat Viber dan Whatsapp :( Homesick bertambah-tambah. Banyak story nak cerita. jadi bila ada masa free macam petang nie, I spend almost 3 hours skyping. hewhew.

While talking to mum regarding all those stuff using Ayah's account, my little brother wrote to me this, :')

the precious last sentence T_T

3rd Year. Pre-Clinical. About to End.

55 days till Malaysia.

Less than a month for my final exams in this pre-clinical years.

About to finish my 3rd years of studies here in Alexandria. Another 3 years to go!

Praying hard for each passing days, hoping for a better life, a better me, a better grades, and passing the exams. hehe

So, life was never that easy but don't ever give up. And..

"Verily with every hardship, there is relief" (Holy Quran 94:6)

#3 Turkiye I'm In Love

Salam Alaikum.

Okay lets finish this! We shall continue on with our final days in Istanbul! and 2 days is not enough!! our tour guide said that we need at least "a week" just touring around Istanbul. The city was AMAZING!! mashaAllah :)

#Day 7 & 8 Istanbul - Egypt

so which way we're heading to?

#1 Hagia Sofia Mescid

roger and out. this is where all those humming sounds of Ahmet comes from.. lol

the marble jar, storing oils for old lamps.

going up to the 2nd floor

at each corner you can see the calligraphy of Allah, our prophet Muhammad, and the Khalifah starting from Saidina Abu Bakar, Omar, Uthman, and Ali.

#2 going into Topkapi Palace

you can see the Bhosphorus Sea from inside the garden of Topkapi.

Inside the 3rd Garden

Next #3 Heading towards The Blue Mosque

from egypt with love.

defense wall

The Bhosphorus Sea! seperating the Asian Part and the Europe Part of Turkey.

So here comes our Bhosphorus River Cruise!

Morning Fog. Freezing Cold

Next Stop Before Going Back! Shopping :) Grand Bazaar

and with this, we are leaving Turkey T_T

it is the end of our winter holiday trip :( . enjoying every single moment! 
and with this Alhamdulillah :D

#2 Turkiye I'm In Love

Salam Alaikum.
sorry for the delayed! i was too busy.. Being in the final year of my pre-clinical studies was hectic enough. couldn't imagine how will my clinical years begin. hehe

continuation on our journey to Turkey! :)

#Day3, 20 February 2013 (Kusadasi - Pamukkale)

Good Morning world! ;)

Rise and Shine! 

 Our first day starts with a little visit to a place that said to be Mary's last house before she died.

Entrance

Le House

Wishing Wall

Second stop. Asfes!

NIKE, the goddess of victory (and this is how Nike's company got its name!)

public toilet. ouch >.<

Mr.Lonely Ahmet

Library

the biggest theater!

We spent nearly 2 hours around Asfes.. and right after lunch we went straight to Pamukkale

Subahanallah :')

Le friend.. hehe

#Day4, 21 February 2013 (Konya)

It was indeed a very long journey for us. It took nearly 6 hours. So we don't have much place to visit. After Asar Prayer, we went to Mevlana Jallaludin Rumi Mosque.

The Mescid

this is the Darwish Dance. Interesting story behind it! go google..

Caravanserai, The Ancient Hotel. (you can tell this place looks spooky enough.. bats everywhere)

we're gonna miss KONYA! ;)

#Day 5 & 6 (Cappadocia & Ankara)

2days in Cappadocia was not quite enough! this place was amazing.. there are lots of underground cities.. hidden house under the rocks. How can people from the past even think of this! *blown mind*

first thing to do! HOT AIR BALLOON~

we were fascinated!

landing time!

yeah! we made it..

2nd place. the PIGEON VALLEY.

wishing tree// the evil eyes is everywhere.

my first encountered with the snow! much delighted~

Uchisar Castle

lets have some ice cream :)

which one. vanilla + lemon or vanilla + choc

Goreme! Open Museum.

ME ;)

Imaginary Rocks. (camel?)

the mushrooms stone!

Pottery Place. turkish handmade was superb!

Apple Tea anyone?

And the underground city.. wish that i could live here.. haha >o<

well

Exit.

Ankara Train Station. we are having our lunch here :)

sphinx in the middle of Ankara's street?

Kamal Ataturk Moseleum and Museum

shifting work

this place is HUGE. 

Bye bye.. Cappadocia, Bye bye Ankara.. we are now heading to Istanbul....!!

shall be continued.......